Koh Phi Phi, Thailand
6:00 AM, on our way to a bar to watch the super bowl, nbd
Been away a while…
I’ve made some huge mistakes recently, I’ve realized I don’t know shit about shit, and it’s taken my life for a radical and unexpected detour. Right now I’m in Cambodia, I’ve seen Thailand, Myanmar(Burma), and Laos, and hope to see Vietnam and Bali before my bank account forces me back home. Mayhaps I shall tell you guys about it, as well as the events leading up to my presence here. For now, suffice it to say I fucked up, I really screwed the pooch, and it nearly robbed me of my future. Instead I’m on the other side of the world, seeing things I never would have seen otherwise, and trying to figure out who I am, and who it is I want to be. Don’t expect many more posts for a while, but I’m still here, and I’m still alive, and I shall return once more. Until next time, Good night, and good luck.
I am still pissed at you. Forever and always. I mean you were like a trademark an role model. You've done what ever other asshole does cheat. dude. I mean it's one thing to end it. she had the courtesy to once. Now it was your turn and you cheat. COME ON TOM! That's just messed up. what about all the time you spent together working on things. wow, I just don't get it. and clearly wasn't informed at all on your life.
You’re right. I wish I would’ve told you. I was afraid of what you’d say, you’d say exactly what needed saying. You’d say the truth, and I was afraid of the truth. Or maybe I knew the truth and if I was presented with it I’d get defensive and push it away, I don’t remember. I do know that I was terrified of letting you down, which is the one thing I’ve succeeded in doing.
